Okay I'm going to try to make this short.My husband of almost 10 years just left me and my daughter last night.He just got home from being deployed and he met a woman on messenger who he says is just a friend.Yeah right like I believe that.He has cheated on me 4 other times and we are currently seeing a MC.What I can't understand is when he was gone he was so loving.He told me how sorry he was and how much he wanted me.He got a huge tattoo with my name on it while he was over there.He started acting funny 4 weeks ago,the same time he started talking to her.I just don't know what to do,I'm so lost ans confused I don't even want to live anymore,I just want the pain to stop.I know that somewhere inside of him he loves me but how can he do this?Sorry for the long post but it feels better to get it all out.
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