I kicked my h out almost 3 weeks ago. And for those of you who don't know my situation here it goes... I have cancer. Now that's a big part of this to be fair. He says it scares him and I understand, but I kicked him and all of his things out. Never told him he had to take me to treatments or appointments. But, he has been here every day. Even days that I don't have appointments or treatments. Says he wants to spend time here, but doesn't know how much I can stand having him around. He is living with the ow now as well. Well, Friday he stopped in after work to "check" to see if I needed anything. Made it a point to turn on the cell so I can get a hold of him. I haven't done that, even though I suspect that he wants me to. He came first thing this morning and just hung out here until he had to go to work and then asked if he could spend the night since I have blood work tomorrow. Now I never told him a time or anything, just said it has to be done in the morning sometime. I used to think he was coming here on Sunday mornings because she would drive as they work together and on Sundays has to be there early in the mornings, but today he came on his own, because it was later then she works. What is happening? Does he want 2 women? Does he still love me? I hope you all don't get sick of me asking basically the same questions for discussion. I just get so confused. Everyday it's something new!
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