Yesterday was a bad day for me don't really have a reason why just I felt worse than most days, when my husband gets home from work he finds me in the bathroom trying to have some quiet time of course that never happens at my house. Any ways he can see that I am having a bad day so he tries to tell me all the good things in my life and how things are not as bad as I am making them out to be. I told him I know I have great kids a nice house nice cars all that stuff I know that but I also have a husband I can not trust and don't know if I will ever trust again he tells me that all I am doing is feeling sorry for myself if I would just quit doing that I could feel better. I dont feel i am feeling sorry for myself, my husband and my best friend and a sexual affair for four months I told him what the hell do you want me to do just go on like nothing ever happened witch is what he seems to be doing I think as long as he thinks nothing happened then it didnt. So all night long I thought to myself am I feeling sorry for my self is that why I can not move away from all these thoughts that creep there way through my mind every day every second. Some one help me hear I feel I am going nuts and I am not getting any better is this depression or is the feeling sorry for my self?
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