Iv been crying ( not in front of my H) I have been listening to my H put me down and belittle my feelings and basically act like Im a nothing! He has a nasty horrible sarcastic way of blowing me off and talking down to me. I told him this is not working and I dont think we can make it. He makes all these promosses that he will do to work on our marriage and does nothing to fallow through. He tells me he loves me and wants to do whatever it takes to make it work. Then he just go on like that should be enough. and continues down the same path that got us here. He just wants it all to disapere so he dosent have to face it anymore. He has tried everything in the book tonight to try to push my buttons. When I told him him we need a solution one way or another or atleast a plan to work on a solution together. He EVEN tried to blow off his guilt by saying well I dont trust you either. "How do I know your not screwing around and that you are planning all this to get rid of me?" OMG!!! Iv been strong and calmly holding my head up in front of him and standing my ground but Im crumbiling inside. He ended it by saying just shut up Im sick of listening to you im trying to sleep. I said fine Im glad you can sleep. and i took a pillow and a blanket and came downstairs. SOOO here I am. Sad and unable to sleep.
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