When we were in our 2nd year of marriage (we just had our 4 year anniversary) and things were going awful after our kid was born I would wish he would have an affair so I could leave him. Then he did and I'm still here. I'm having a hard time lately with communication and I feel like he is turning it around saying it's all my fault. Well after being manipulated into having a child, dealing with his abandonment and anger issues I don't really open up all that well with him. He has had so many problems that I would just listen too... Now I'm stuck with not talking. I was really just posting this to see if anyone else could relate to wanting to get out and then not getting out.
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