Has anyone felt as if you were moving forward. The hurt and pain you felt after being betrayed appeared to finally be gone or almost or at least to the point that you were not crying about it every day and thinking about it around the clock. Then all of sudden it hits you one day as if it were happening to you right then and there. I thought I was on my way to being free of all the hurt. Driving down the road this morning I felt like crying and never stopping. I managed to hold it together but it was tough this morning. Is there no ending to this madness? Tomorrow will be our 30 year anniversary. We got married when we first got to college. I guess maybe this has something to do with it. I look back at 30 years and not once have I ever cheated on my husband or even thought about it. I wish I could say the same for him.
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