i dont really know how to trust any man.. except my father.. when you think you know someone,and then you find secrets about them,how do you know what other things they have left out or lied about,etc?? i am lost and confused about this guys feelings.. i knwo think he probably lied to me about soo many other things,and failed to tell me things that he shouldve.. i guess his drunkn confession was a way to get rid of me forever.. makes no sence why hed want o get rid of me also if he claims he got rid of her,, but i cant believe a damn thing that boy says,, i think there alot more to the story than i know,, but i often wonder if he ever cared about me, or what hes feeling right now..we had too many good times together for there to have been no emotion on his part,,, its very very hard to swallow,..
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