I don't know if I'm in the right place or not, but I feel the need to vent. My husband has always had a problem being faithful...I know, why did I ever stay? But I have 2 beautiful children, who were so hurt when I told them I was leaving their dad. The problem is, I felt so guilty about their pain, I decided to try to make it work. I don't have a problem with being satisfied physically, but in the back of my mind, I think he will do thing again. The OW told me my H said terrible things about me, that he told her he loved her, that once we were divorced, she could move in with him. He says that is all a lie. I am so confused and conflicted. We see a therapist, who thinks we make this work, but I truly do not feel the honesty and faithfulness and everything else it takes to make a couple are there. He has always been a flirt, and I guess never knows his boundaries. I do love him, he is fun to be with, a good provider, and when I am with him, we usually have a good time. Sometimes, However, I am out of state, and maybe that contributed to him looking elsewhere. I am totally confused and conflicted and almost feel like going out and finding my own good time.
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