I am having a hard time recognizing the source of my feelings on this. I have some friends (exs friends too) They have been very supportive of me and my son thru all of this cheating and abandonment episode and he even abandoned them for awhile while he was re creating his new life. Now he seems to be back in their good graces and they accept it all. It's only a matter of time before he includes the OW and her family on outings with these people...boating and camping and all the things our families used to do together. Why is it i feel betrayed by them. I feel like the odd man out of my own life and i suppose that is true. People don't realize how hard this is. I guess this is just part of the loss isn't it? i did lose my old life. I have been replaced. Do i just need to break free of everything that reminds me of the past and recreate it? My greatest fear is that i need to move away...just so i don't have to watch this..just so i don't have to feel that some other woman is living the life that i had. Then because my son is adamant that he does not want to move he will choose to stay here with his dad...and then it happens, all the wheels have been set in motion...and i will totally have lost it all, my husband, my family just because that man could not love me, value his family, hold a commitment or keep his *&#@ in his pants. It's a very likely scenario...it is my life. Or am i just becoming bitter? Should i talk to them about this or just back off and let it play out? Please help me sort this out?
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