My H cheated on me w/ an old girlfriend from the past (old posts from last week). I told my very good friend who told her husband who mentioned it to a co worker and there you have it...two neighbors wave to me when they didn't before, my husband's friend from work called (he never calls here for anything) and the conversation went a different direction and now my friend who told her husband is acting wierd (we used to always hang out during the week just because and now she is suddenly "busy." ) I don't know how to feel. I like the attention, then I feel guilty, then it is liberating and then I remember I am a mom w/ a jerk of a husband and the kids need to come first but deep down I would almost hook up for the sake of just hooking up w/ someone I liked...this has gotta be a typical thing but sooooo out of character...oh the feeling of feeling needy...gasp.
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