WELL HERE IS MY STORY. I HAVE BEEN WITH MY FIANCE 7 YRS. WE HAVE 2 KIDS TOGETHER. WHEN I WAS PREGNANT WITH MY 2ND CHILD I GOT THE MOST DEVASTATING NEWS EVER. MY DOC CALLED AND SAID I HAD AN STD, A CURABLE ONE BUT IT WAS THE MOST HORRIFIC NEWS I EVER GOT. I KNEW I HADNT CHEATED SO ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS WHO AND WHY?? WE HAD A ROCKY FIRST COUPLE OF YRS BUT CHEATING NEVER CROSSED MY MIND. I WAS SO HURT AND BETRAYED. I WENT TO HIS WORK AND TOLD HIM. HE WAS ACTING LIKE OMG I DONT KNOW HOW THIS COULDVE HAPPENED. HE WAS LIKE I AM TRYING TO THINK. I WAS LIKE THIS IS OUR 2ND KID I WAS FINE WITH THE FIRST ONE.. THE ONLY WAY I GOT IT IS IF U CHEATED!! DUH!! WELL WE WENT TO GET OUR TREATMENT AT THE HEALTH DEPT, AND HE WAS ALL NICE TO ME AS IF IT WERE NOTHING. WHILE I WAS HUMILIATED, HURT AND WANTED TO DIE!! WHAT THE HELL WAS WRONG WITH HIM I THOUGHT.I BEGGED THEM TO RE CHECK AND THEY WOULDNT. THEY DID HOWEVER CHECK HIM FIRST BEFORE TREATMENT. I BEGGED HIM TO PLEASE CALL TO GET RESULTS SO IF HE DIDN HAVE IT THEN IT WAS A MISTAKE. HE WOULDNT DO IT, WHICH HURT WORSE! HE SAID CUZ HE DIDN WANT TO KNOW CUZ IF HE HAD IT THEN HE WOULD KNOW I CHEATED.. WHAT THE H**L IS HE SERIOUS?!! SO ANY WAY AFTER DAYS AND YRS OF H**L, I TRY AND FORGET. I TRUST HIM AGAIN. WELL THIS IS THE ABSOLUTE WORST INCIDENT.. SOMEONE CLOSE TO ME PASSED AWAY, SO I HAD TO GO OUT OF TOWN. HE STAYED BEHIND WITH MY 2 SISTERS THAT LIVED WITH US AND MY KIDS. WELL WE ARGUED ALL WEEK B/C I WAS GOIN THRU A HARD TIME AND YES I WAS BITCHY. WELL HE DECIDES TO FIND COMFORT IN ONE OF MY SISTERS WHOM HE CANT EVEN STAND SUPPOSEDLY. HE STAYS UP ALL NITE WATCHING T.V., TALKIN TO HER , HE HUGGED HER, ETC.. WELL HE HAPPENED TO TELL HER SOMETHING I TOLD HIM, AND WHEN I SPOKE TO HER SHE ALREADY KNEW. I ASKED HOW SHE KNEW SHE STRAIGHT UP LIED AND SAID OH I WAS THINKING OF SOMETHING ELSE.. I KNEW SOMETHING WAS UP. WELL ONE NITE THEY WERE DRUNK AND SHE WAS HIGH, HE TRIED TO PUT HIS HAND UP HER SHIRT AND RUBBED HER THIGH. SHE WENT TO THE BATHROOM AND GOT HER BF TO PICK HER UP. SHE WAS DISGUSTED. WELL I GOT HOME AND SHE WOULDNT COME BACK AND I KNEW SOMETHING HAPPENED. I FIGURE IT OUT AND GET HIM TO TALK. I FELT LIKE I HAD AN OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE. HOW CAN PEOPLE BE SOOO EVIL?? HOW CAN I STILL STAY WITH HIM. I KNOW HE IS CAPABLE OF ANYTHING NOW. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?
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