Tomorrow is the one year anniversary of the last time that my guy cheated on me (that I know of). I think I am going to lose my mind. I have to deal with the memory of that painful experience tomorrow and then the joy of my son's first birthday on Feb. 8 (next Friday). After a year I am still so hurt by what he did... I was pregnant and thought that I was safe, I thought he was done with all the stupid crap that he was prone to doing but alas... he was not. I just don't know what to feel right now. I know that he knows that I know what tomorrow is. I know that he will know that I will be hurting. I just don't know what to do anymore. He's said "I'm sorry" a million times for what he's done, he seems sorry. I just dont think i can ever trust him again. I'm just venting and sad right now... thanks for reading.
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