Guys...I truly am falling apart. I thought I could do this, but I am not so sure anymore. I will be fine for a few days and then BAM! all the thoughts I've put away come rushing back and it breaks me down. I love my husband and I want my family together, but I can't get these thoughts of them and visions to go away. I feel like she is in our bedroom, his truck...I feel like I am going crazy! I find myself asking the stupidest questions and then getting pissed, hurt and sick when he gives me the answer. He says he's not giving up on me or us, but I don't know how long he can hang in there with me. I start therapy next Thursday...I hope it will help me.I am so tired of feeling sad. I don't understand all of this!! I'm sick of hearing "I'm sorry".Please pray for me.
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