My H and I have come a LONG way. Now I'm starting to feel more attached to him and when we spend time together and he leaves (he lives with his dad still) I get depressed and feel a sort of separation anxiety. I know he can tell that I am becoming more attached to him and I think it makes him feel like he has more power (not sure that's the right word). I can honestly say I don't 100% trust him, although with four months of checking up on him and coming up empty I am closer to trusting him. I just feel like I'm falling and waiting to hit the ground. I mean, he's feeling confident and I'm feeling vulerable because he knows how Im getting more attached and it scares the crap out of me! Anyone dealing with the falling feeling?
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