My street and neighborhood is filled with whole families. I do not know what goes on inside their house so they could have worse lives than me but I feel so alone now that my husband has been gone for awhile. I see them all(wife, husband, kids) pile into their car to go on trips, nights out, or whatever. I have two children and know they are my family but I am so sad realizing I used to have that companionship. I hate him but miss us. I don't understand any of what he's done and still will never forgive him (long story on my page). I just want to know how to deal with the lonliness. I just want to cry. Every friend of mine is basically married with a family of their own. With the summer coming I just want to know how to feel complete with my kids and not to be envious of everyone else. Any help would be welcome.
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