As far as I know, my ex did not do anything sexual with my best friend, but they did have a very intense emotional affair. He told her everything about our relasionship, things he wouldn't even tell me. He called her all the time, they spent a lot of time together going on walks and drives. I got so angry, I cannot even describe the anger, and he promised to stop seeing her. He didn't. I'm now pregnant with his baby. He has left me, and has admitted to liking her. I HATE her. And resent them both because I loved them both so much, I was a committed partner, I did everything for our relasionship. I supported her through depression. How coould they do this? I have more anger towards her. She is very attactive and I'm naturally very very insecure about my looks, so this hurts me so much. I feel like a terrible person because I actaully wish she was dead. How can I think things like that? I just want the pain to stop. And no one understands because it wasn't physical. I would have preferred it if they'd had a one night stand as opposed to this. Please help.
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??