OK, I think this post is more about venting. I am not one to lie about my situation; I tell it like it is. I am believing this to be my downfall at the moment. All my close friends back home ask me what the hell I am still doing by wanting to stay with my H. WHY do I need to justify wanting to work my marriage out? I am so tired of it. I feel like they are belittling my character and integrity b/c I love my H and want to work through his issues with him. Is it just b/c I am too close to the situation or b/c I welcomed a whole new chapter of drama in the days of my boring ass life? I thought love was not having to explain yourself constantly. [wanting to scream!!!!]
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