When does it stop? When do you stop hurting? It's been 15 years since my first divorce, 6 years since my second, and 2 months since the last woman I was to spend the rest of my life with deserted me. Do I have to suffer through all of this pain for the rest of my life? Do I have to do it alone? Why do I miss them even after they have treated me so poorly and I know that we will never be together again? Are there no faithful women left on Earth who want an honest, sincere, faithful man? Is there not anyone who wants to have a relationship with just one person rather than sleeping with everything they can find? These painful feelings are things I have carried for almost half my life and I really need some help to get rid of them. I feel like such a failure. Nothing seems to click in my life anymore. Why? Why am I always the one who falls for someone and they turn out to be unfaithful whores?
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