He tells me I am the type of person that will never forgive him. I feel it takes longer than a month to forgive someone for having an affair with their friend. I hate her I hate him I forgave him when he slipped up and got drunk and did my sister. It took time but I forgave him for it I will never forget it happened but I forgave him. This time around the affair lasted four months I have all these things going through my head about what an idiot I had been, I knew they were talking to each other a lot I could not understand why she would call him and not me after all I was her friend for 21 years not him. I had asked him not to call or talk to her anymore because people around me were starting to talk and I just kept telling them its a friend thing and I trust that nothing will ever happen with them, I had asked him to stop the communication with her if he respected me at all he would do so, he does not respect me because he continued to talk and talk he talked to her more than he ever talked to me I asked him why he tells me its because they have so much in common and so much to talk about that right there made me start to die inside when he would start saying things like why don't you dress more like her why don't you do your hair this way or that way. I say why don't you love me for me and not try to change that. I am a mess I really don't know how to get over this problem its burring me deeper and deeper in this black hole and I don't know a way out. He thinks I need to go to a doctor and get pills I think he needs to stick it up his ass and leave me the hell a lone about it I need time, and if he can not accept that then maybe this marriage is not worth the time to save.
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