I am a cheater. What I did was completely and horribly wrong. I chose the wrong path and I hate myself for it. I want nothing more than to do whatever I need to do to make my H happy. I know he will be forever scarred and in pain from this. It will never go away. He asks me a lot what made me think what I did was OK. I don't remember ever thinking it was OK, but it wen't on for over 2 years. I guess that means I HAVE to have accepted what I was doing as OK at some point. So now I'm trying to become a better woman and wife. After all this rambling, I guess my discussion point is for those who have been victimized by being cheated on. Have you ever found the answer that will help you move on? The answer to why and how could you? There is absolutely no justification for what I did so will any answer suffice?
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