I am available to him at all times. To talk, listen and intimace. So, why does he prefer internet to me. He wont even tell the women about me. He says he talks to them for help with depression. But giving out his email and not mentioning me once to women after a few months? I want a health intimace with him yet he prefers porn, then tell me he has no urges? Am I really stuck with my head in the sand and he is lying to me or does he really need this for his depression? I deal with this loneliness issue as it is and his actions just make me feel even worse. I feel more worthless and invisiable. what should I do? Any ideas?
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