I was divorced three years ago because I had an affair. I am still with the guy I had an affair with, but I am finding myself drifting apart and looking for something else. I have always had a hard time being faithful to my mate. I know my guy loves me and wants to make it work. We have both done our share of cheating and have made the commitment to not do it anymore. I am finding myself not wanting to stay committed and wanting to move on. I don't want to cheat on him. I don't really think I want to make it work anymore. I want to change my ways and not get something else lined up before I move on. However, I am scared to death of being single. We don't live together but we work together. I am very confused. I have someone I have been having fellings about but have never been with and he has feelings too but I don't want to screw it up with him .
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