This week has been so incredibly hard on me. It's like dday all over again. The divorce papers should be arriving to my ex any day now, but it still hurts. However, I found out today that my since to be ex H is looking for women on craigslist and has met up with some of them for sexual experiences. Really? He keeps telling me that he doesn't want us to get divorced and how could I throw our marriage away and not forgive him, but he is looking for a** on the internet. Although he did start a new thing today: telling me that if I had not let myself go, he wouldn't have had to cheat. I am so sick of this abuse. When will the pain go away? When will it not bug me? Sorry, needed to vent. I always think I am doing okay and then I get blown over by some new abuse.
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