Its not so much that my husband cheated on me now that it is that he has other issues that he says put him there. I just feel that he is trying so hard to beat me down so that I will be the one to end the marriage. Is he just a coward or ball-less that he just can't come out and say it. He just keep saying that he does not want to hurt me, but he continues to do so with hurtful words. I just don't understand. Now I have told him that I don't care what he does and now he will not leave. I thing sometimes that he is scared to make the wrong decision. If he was to leave, that I would not take him back and if he stays he will be so miserable. He really wants me to make the decision so that he can blame me and make it look like he tried and I was the cold hearted bitch. I am not going to give him the satisfaction. I can treat him like shit now and I don't care. I don't want to lose my best friend, but he makes it hard to hold on. I have started going out and I don't know how this makes him feel. I am not hooking up or nothing like that, just trying to see if this might shake him to realize if he wants me or not.
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