I am so very scared. My h has verbally abused and sometimes physical. Now he has added cheating in a long term relationship with someone, over a year. When I filed for divorce, he came home. Now he is always accusing me of cheating, still verbally abusive, feels no remorse and justifies his relationship. I threw him out tonight He claims I recieved a phone call from my fictionsal BF. I have tried so hard to fix my relationship with my H who I still love dearly, even though he treats me so horribly. What is wrong with me? why wont he love me the way is should be loved? Why wont he treat me with respect? Why does he do this to me? The pain is too much for me.
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