Please see "my story". I am married to a bipolar depressed man who will nto consistently take his meds. He has mood swings for months where he just goes to "his room" and plays on the computer and guitar. He has been emotionally distantr and cold for sometime. Sex is a joke it goes so long in bewteen. I love him but I am sooooooo lonely and I am hurting. He had an online affair last year which broke my heart. I suspect he may have cheated physically as well. He denies it. His shutting himself iun hios room thing is starting again and I just don't know if I can take much more. I am a "touchy feely" kind of person and being married to someone who seems to not care at all about anyone but theirselve is torture. We have no children together but have two kids each that would be hurt going through another divorce. I suppose that is why I stay. I have ocnsidered having an affair myself to appease the loneliness. Any advice appreciated.
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