today i am looking ahead of me to the hard road of losses that just keep on coming. Husband abandoned me and his family for another woman and her family. She knew us and all the family things we did. I think she wanted that life for her and her family. My husband has given it to her lock stock and barrel. He now does things with her family that he did with us. it's as if he just replaced the participants in his life. that is one thing i just can't get past. She is a younger woman, she did pursue him and he even admitted he was just overwhelmed by the attention and flattered that she would want anything to do with him. But somehow in my heart i know there is just more to the story. Haven't been able to figure it out yet which means it goes round and round in my head until i come up with some acceptable conclusion. it leaves me wondering if she would have been so attracted to him if he didn't portray such a wonderful family life-she knew all about the things we did as a family, the trips, our hobbies. His life goes on pretty much the same while i am left to start from scratch amid the rejection and pain and loss. Am i missing somethin?
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