In November of last year I asked my husband if I could get a girlfriend. He'd been joking about it for some time so I thought he'd be open to the idea. Basically it turned into a fairness discussion and we decided to open up our marriage for both of us. We ended up dating the same girl. I had emotional problems with him and her being together so they broke up. Then my husband became abusive, grabbing me by my throat. I went to her for support,but she was cold. That night she went to "comfort" him instead and they both cheated on me with each other. Two knives at once. Now I'm having trouble with the fact that he's still in love with her and will always love her and that they still talk. I'm feeling completely worthless because there's nothing special that hubby and I share. She told me that he only wanted to stay with me because he was worried I'd kill myself if he left. He says it's not true, but who do I believe? I really have no one to talk to about any of this and I'm feeling lost and alone. Someone help?
Posts You May Be Interested In