I am still with my bf who cheated on me a little over 7 months ago. I basically have found myself having to convince myself that I am with a completely different person. Because if I think of anything pertaining to before it happened or right around the time it happened I get so upset! When I realize that I am still with the guy who has cheated on me I begin to struggle with myself because he has changed so much and has told me on several occassions how sorry he is. However I keep asking myself can I marry him, will I be ok if I end up marrying him even though he did cheat on me. I honestly don't like thinking about marriage because I want to say there is no way but deep down the problem is that I LOVE HIM and if he would and could and wants to marry me, then I know I would. I hate this because I trust but just so torn! I hate that I have become such a hopeless romantic. I have never cared before and always gone with common sense but that's gone out the window. Any advice?
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