I just found out last nite that my bf was cheating on me or trying to with my male cousin..ive been with my bf for almost two years..and my mother and sister had to break it to me..i had no idea..he has no "physical or typical homosexual tendencies or traits" so i guess you might want to call him one of those DL guys..anyways he sent pics of his gentials to my cousin and was planning on arranging an "experiment" with my cousin if i took my bf to my family reunion...my cousin who is gay didnt entertain his desire to my knowledge of course..but preferred i find out in my own timing...???? which led to my sis and mom breaking the news to me....my bf had no other explanation other than that he felt that it was "better for me" to be cheated on with another guy and someone i knew than a girl and someone i didnt know ...how crazy is that ??? im very upset and feel very used and abused..i never had sex with this young man as i am a virgin..which i thank God for because idk now what my bf has been doing all this time..but i feel still betrayed..and i think of all the other problems i had with this man...the jealousy and insecurity on his part...questioning me if i was cheating and just being double standard..and that makes me get ticked off anymore..of course he is now "Ashamed and suicidal" i found out recently my ex was a rape victim as a child..but this is still no excuse though of what he was trying to do to me...i feel like he is brushing it off...or its too sensitive for him and that it hurts him..when he did it to me !!! i just feel so numb shocked and disappointed!!
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