i have been with my husband 4 almost 2years b4 we got married i noticed he was speaking 2 heaps of females i told him 2 get rid of them and made him change is mobile number 3 FUCKING TIMES and he did it was all fine till he started working again. i found odd numbers in his fone so i called them wait 4 a "hello" i ask who it is they tell me then i hang up, about a month ago my husband and i went 2 my auntys house 4 a bbq and the whole time he was msging someone he would say it was his dad but my gut feeling told me otherwise, after he left he wanted 2 go 2 the pub (at that point i was pregnant with r son) leaving me at home on my own till 3AM after he came bak he was shitty at me 4 some reason so i waited till he was asleep and got his fone BIG MISTAKE msgs from him saying 2 some chick "i want 2 spend 1 night with u i miss u once i have my son i am gonna leave my wife so i can b with u" i read the msgs from her them saying "not gonna happen u r married u need ur wife who knows maybe we will b 2getha 1 day but not while ur married" his reply 2 all this was "i guess i will miss u till then" i didnt know wot the fuck 2 do i didnt find out who it is i just had my heart crushed i wasnt going 2 go off at her simply coz she wont go near him coz i am with him but him saying he is gonna miss her till whenever is still replaying in my mind i think of those messages and it hurts i went physco at him 4 it and he had the nerve 2 tell me nothing happened he only did it coz he was scared of becoming a father (i was scared of becoming a mother but i didnt wna go fuck someone else) i cannot believe a single word he says i dont trust him at all now that we have r son i want 2 leave him, i feel depressed hurt and betrayed he has done nothing 2 earn my trust... it hurts i dont kno wot do im scared he was has or is screwing this skank and im playing the blind fool 4 not doing something about it
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