Sunday I found out that my hubby is still talking to the ow. So I called her and asked why she is still carrying on with this. She said because I can! he is persuing me! to make a long story short I called her again today and told her again to stop. She called me a crazy F-ing Bitch and too bad she was still F-ing my husband! I went nuts! I called him and called him on it. he said what did i expect her to say I was harrassing her. he admitted to having sex with her back in Dec sometime. I asked why and he says he doesn't know. I know she is going through a nasty Divorce right now because her husband cheated on her.Lol on her! Hubby says he is numb from all my "BADGERING" and he doesn't know what he needs right now. I told him to leave but he won't. I can't take much more of this it has been over a year and I am a mess. the counslor says to make him make a decision, but I don't know how and I am not strong enough to deal anymore. We are susposed to go to counceling on fri but hubby says he is done with it it doesn't help. But I know he wont face the counselor because he has been lying to both of us telling us he was done with her. I knew in my heart he wasn't I could feel it. So I kept digging and found I was right. I feel like crap and I don't know what to do or say to anyone anymore. Hubby is depressed and can't function well either. he won't make a decision if he wants in this marriage or out??? Everyone keeps telling me to take care of myself but how do I do that when for 26 yrs I was super mom taking care of everyone else but me. I am sooooo lost. I guess I just need someone to tell me I am not nuts here. I LOVE my husband (don't ask why) but my head is saying GET OUT!! Am I going crazy?????
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