Hi, My name is Jenn and I caught my H cheating on 4/5. We are trying to work it out but I am having a really hard time dealing with the lie he told me. We have been together 5 years and three girls'. Two of which are my step children who I have raised for the last 4.5 years. He has been divirce once already get this because his wife cheated on him! I feel so angry be cause I was completely blind sided. He had drilled into my head over the years he would NEVER cheat on me and I was raising his two kids while he was seeing OW. He says he want to work it out but I am not sure why? I honestly think he crunched the numbers and realized he was screwed. Things are going ok, but I an so f-ing hurt, I feel like an idiot. The girl's have already been left by one mother I am terrified what they will do I abandon them too. I am always wondering if he is still talking to OW. It is the first thought I wake up and the last one b4 bed. I know there are no easy answers but I don't know if I can put this behind me.
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