In October 06 i cheated (one night stand with someone we new) on my partner i loved him so much and felt i was never getting anything back out the relationship. he caught me in the act and left immediatly. i chased him and when i finally got home he was packed and ready to leave when i looked at him he was crying (this is an emotion id never seen in him even when his muched loved gran died) i could see what hurt i had caused we talk and i moved back to my parents and we tried starting over again we went on dates, we walked we went on breaks, its been a year and we have got our own place and we have never been happier the sex is amizing and he cares so much we do everything together. i just cant forgive my self i think about how stupid i was and how much i hurt him. i love him but i am scared that i will lose him if i dont let go like he has.
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