About a month ago I found out my boyfriend of 10 years is having a relationship with a woman he met through work. He was acting strange so I checked his email and found emails from her saying she loved him and emails from him saying he loved her too. apparently they have now been seeing each other for about 2 monhts. It just tore me apart. I couldn\'t believe it. We were having problems in our relationship that were mostly my fault and I am continuing to work on making things better. I can\'t help but feel this was preventable and my fault. I am so affraid to confront him about his relationship with her because he will know I broke his trust by reading his emails and also because I don\'t want to lose him. Our relationship is so fragile as it is that this would probably be the thing to end it. Am I crazy for wanting to be with a man who could hurt me so much? Am I crazy for not wanting to confront him? It just hurts so much to know he is still with her. I don\'t know what to do, or I do know and just am to affraid to do it.
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