So, I recently found out about my H's internet porn/sex problem/addiction. He tells me all the time HOW SORRY he is, how much he loves me, and how he will do whatever it takes. He was on a horrible site trying to meet people, while he was supposed to be here working things out w/me on his R&R b/c he cheated on me last April. So, I am faced with the painful decision of "what to do" once again. I thought my lack of anger was a sign of love and forgiveness. But now I am thinking it more due to indifference. I think I have been so hurt by him before, in the worst way possible, that I really don't give a SH!# anymore. I find it hard to shed any more tears or get really angry. It is seriously too draining. So, I am not sure if this is a sign that I should move on.... WITH OR WITHOUT HIM?
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