Last night I had dreams of getting together with my ex H of over 23 years ago. I even met his mother in the dream who had died some time ago. My ex H also cheated on me and I think that these thoughts are coming to me perhaps to help me see what is going on now. This morning my H left extra early for work before 5:20am when I woke up. I emailed him to tell him I had a bad night and to see when he would respond. He just called me at 6:05 and said he had been to Walmart to pick up some stuff(open 24 hours for Xmas)and that he had a lot of work to catch up at the office. He hasn't tried to make love to me in all this time to try to get some intimacy into our relationship and I feel very unsafe with closure being impossible the way things are. There are still not many hugs or much touching whhich I feel would help me through this. He is being nice but because of his previous pattern of behaviour he is still suspect for continued inappropriate behaviour. He may not be doing anything further but I just don't trust him anymore. How can we rebuild when I feel like this? I really hate the place he has put me in.
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