I haven't been on in awhile. It's been 3 months since D-day. I'm still having a hard time- obviously. One month after D-day, found calls to friends of the OW. Took the kids and left for the weekend. Two months, an ex-girlfriend calls- concientadal or not? Sorry for the spelling. Then his birthday was this month, private calls and when I answer no one answers. Asked him to change his cellphone number and refused earlier in the week but once I picked up the Private call, now says he'll change the number. Been 10 days, still waiting for him to change the phone number. I just feel like I can't take it anymore. Of course, he's telling me it's all just a matter of bad luck on his part where it looks like something is happening but nothing is happening. I check the cellphone text messages nightly, I get the cellphne and home bill once a week and the email accounts. I don't want to live my life like this!!!! Help!!!
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