I need some advice on how to not keep falling into this funk. It all started when we needed a couple things from the store and it was late. My hubby`s slut works at walmart so we have been trying to avoid it, but like I said it was late I was cooking and needed something immediately. I asked him to go and just to stay away from her. He argued with me about going he didnt want to go cause he didn`t want to run into her and stuff. I got mad, I mean if he loves me as much as he says he does and he is commited what is the big deal of just telling her to fuck off if she comes near him. I kind of let it go and let him drive half way across town instead and supper got all dried out and I wasn`t very happy about it. So last night after sons ball game he wanted subway well they moved the subway into walmart and again hubby had a fit about going to pick them up. I get he doesn`t want to run into her again I do get it. I guess my problem is this, if he says he is done with her and loves me and would never do it again, why can`t he just go and get what needs to be done without worrying about it. I`m sooo afraid that he is a bit in love with her or at one point we thought she was pregnant and never heard anything else about it, and that he has a child with her. He has never been to her home they only ever get together is when she was on break. So I guess i`m just worried that there is something more then sex between the 2 of them and its driving me a bit crazy lately
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