I am so lost. Here I am trying to improve mself,have made some progress. Even thought H and I would give it a try. He bought me a few gifts, has taken me out a few times. I felt like if he wants to do it fine whatever I am tying to work on myself and not to worried about what he is thinking. Well thats a lie do worry. I noticed the other day I came home from work and he had been on the computer, he said he was watching a movie, why did he erase all of the search history as if hiding something. Back to square one, he's started the cyber thing again. what a major blow to the little self esteem I thought I found. Im in limbo again. An worst of all we have a dinner date tomorrow that was booked a month and a half ago in advance. Have new outfit for it and everything. Help! What do I do put on my best face and make the most of it or confront him with my suspicion and havea lousy time?
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