cannot believe it...its been 2 months now but 2nite im feeling as bad as i did wen i first found out...well nearly.ive been doin ok but its just hit me again..its like i still cant believe he wud do it 2 me.i loved him soooo much,he wasnt even dat good a boyf...every1 always said it was a destructive relationship n it was but i wanted to mary him,we were engaged n i rely wanted him 2 be da father of my kids.i no u shouldnt bring kids into a bad relationship but i was blinded by love...4 n a half yrs devoted to him 2 be fucked over like this,no after that n 3 miscarages i dont no wot to do...have moved away,pretend to be hapy but im not.y does he get 2 be hapy with her??i no people have worse things hapen but i still feel so bad.....how can i make it stop???
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