This weekend is the first weekend since Jan where the husband and I have been seen as a couple. We went to his friends for dinner Friday night and it had a good time. On Saturday night we went to my friends housewarming party and he made a point to step aside with each of my girlfriends and apologize to them and thank them for supporting me. It made a big difference and also made me realize how much he has grown and how much he is trying. No pretending nothing happened and owning up to what he did. I have been struggling with wanting to say I love him again but have put it on the back burner. I hope others out there can benefit from this small healing experience one day.
Posts You May Be Interested In
I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...