My husband as cheated on me before and after we married, i wanted a divorce but he wouldn't give it to me we been married 15 years, we are completely the oposite from each other, i was 17 and he was 27 when we met we have 2 children, and he was never responsible in anyway, i always have to care for the finance and the children and everything else all he does and did is just go to work, but i do that to, when i met him i had no illness now i have so many chronic illness that i cant even count one of them is HPV which he transmited to me or gave it to me as i was a virgin when we met and he was the only men i ever been with. He lied and cheated all our marriege life and i tell him to take control of our finance but he never does, when am to ill or in hospital having operations he still doesn't care, if wasn't for me we wouldn't have our own home, am now 33 years old and we still dont see eye to eye, i get so angry at him as he takes life so easy and i seem to be so ill and depressed, i tried several times to SUICIDE myself a few times infront of him but he didn't even move a muscle looks like he wants me DEAD. Please can someone help me in what to do, as i dont see a way out i cant stand him, we had a business for 5 years and was is name in it but i stil had to do the accounts, our overall finance and i had to work at another job to pay for the bills of the business as he was giving it all away what an asshole, am still here, am so stupid. HELP!!!!!!
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