Don't know why but I am so completely obsessed with what this ow who shared my husband looks like. He has told me and I have an idea but i am so obsessed that I have created a false persona on a dating site, found her profile and am hoping she will respond and post a pic of herself. It is not likely that she will cause I don't think she is very attractive or even wants to reveal herself online.(She didn't post one on classmates or on facebook) I know this is sooo wrong and an invasion of her privacy but I deserve to know what she looks like. Afterall she has turned my world upside down and invaded my privacy in the worst way possible. I do not plan to reveal myself to her on the dating site, I just want to see her picture. I need to move forward I know but I just feel like I have to see her. We moved across the country so I can't do a drive by, this is the only way I know how right now. I've never been so crazy before but I am truly on a mission. Anyone else have similar stories or any comments on what I am doing?
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