I feel often that I am one of those people who have things already decided I need to hear from him and when he doesn't say then or act like it I feel like I need to worry. I am sure part of it is just not being over the whole thing and feeling insecure in our future still. I know he is trying but he is not doing the way I think I would and that scares me because we all know what we would do best and I feel fear of what he is not doing. Does anyone have any advise for me and my over active needs and expectations?
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