I don't know guys/girls.... I just want to give all this up! I am sick of it all. I am tired of feeling bad and deflated. I know I will never feel the same way about the love of my life and I need to accept it all. I am sick of being sad and begging for love and affection. I feel beaten down and dragged through the hell of life. I am tired, depressed, and all I want is for my "best friend" to come back and hold me and tell me everything will be ok. I just want to be loved and safe and secure. I didn't ask for this and I never suspected a thing. He is not the man I married and not the man I am in love with. Oh I see glimmers of him once in a while but then it's gone in an instant. It has been over a yr. Have I suffered enough. Has he suffered enough. When can we get back to loving and touching and holding and being together again? Am I crazy????
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