My husband and I have been together a little over 8 years. When we first got together I admit that I took care of myself a lot better. Since I had our son, I kind of let myself go... I just don't feel sexy. Maybe I'm just confident with how I look now? Maybe wearing thongs everyday and starving myself to stay thin just doesn't matter anymore???? Anyway, we don't have sex that much anymore. Personally, I can live without it. That's horrible isn't it...I'm 32 and my husband is 27. He's at his peak. I understand he has needs and wants. To get to the point, I know for a fact that he looks up porn. He also has a wondering eye when we are out. God knows what he's up to when I'm not around. Should I be nervous? Should I be feeling the way I'm feeling? Ugly and worthless???? Am I over reacting?
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