My husband had an ongoing affair for a couple of years, I saw all the signs questioned and was lied to, I wanted to believe him and tried to ignore what my gut was saying. The affair was with someone who pretended to be my friend. She to was married at the time. She has three children who do not have anything to do with her. I have six children. She could send me nasty emails and texts destroying me and my self image. He allowed it. Starting in December i started receiving self destructing emails that were telling me about details of their affair, bring true all that I already new but did not want to believe was true. In January it came to a head when she anonymously sent me her password to her webmail to see the letters my husband had sent her and her cell phone bills. I immediate drove 3 hours to confront him and he had no choice but to tell me the truth. If it wasn't for his skank to have done this, he would not have ever told me the honest truth..We moved in July to another province and I thought that I would be able to give life a new chance. There are too many triggers, and I find myself seeking approval and acceptance from people because I have been so badly emotionally destroyed. He has not changed his ways other than saying he is not having an affair anymore. I do feel that he will again because he has not changed. Telling me where he is and all that crap about his every movement is crap to me because he does work away from home, not an office environment and I know for a fact that you can be there anonymously and no one would no the difference. I don't trust him so it really does not matter what he tells me. His word means nothing to me. His actions is what I needed to see change and that has not happened. Same person just no girlfriend at this time. I loved him so much at one time and now I know that I care about him but don't love him. Can that ever happen again? I need more and I am worth more, at least I think I am. How can I forgive him?
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