I have been married for many years. Seven years ago I found out that my husband was spending many hours on the telephone with a woman. He travels and because there were so many calls to her each day out of state I somwhat believed him when he told me he had not had sex with her. About a year and half ago I learned the truth from the other woman. It turns out that he had actually been staying with her on some weekends. Long story but believe me when I say I would not have guessed this because of his work. Things have not been the same for me. He begged me not to divorce him which I didn't because I wanted the marriage to work. Four months ago I over heard him on the telephone flurting with another woman. It was obvious by his conversation that the other woman did not want to talk to him. Nevertheless, I gave up hope of ever believing him again. By the way I have had other problems with him. I am still here. I don't know why. I don't think it is because of love because I just feel empty inside. I wish he would leave but I know that will never happen. I don't want to leave my home and like I said no chance of him ever leaving. I don't know what to do. I wish this was over.
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