A lot of you know my story and how much my husband wants to work things out. He screwed up for a really long time and wants to make up for it. WOW where was he when I was screaming for love and attention and I did very openly! Here is my dilemma....We are going away once again this weekend to celebrate Valentine's Day which I think is just a Hallmark Holiday! I know he had purchased a very beautiful and expensive eternity band. I have always wanted one and of course never received one. I do have gorgeous jewelry, not a lot but what I have is significant. Should I accept this gift if I'm not sure which direction I really want to go in? I know I love him but I do like I love my friends or my brother and sister. I am not "in love" with him right now and I don't know if that will ever come back. I AM hoping it will but I'm not optimistic about it. What do you guys think??
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